wow...last night's entry was brutal..sorry guys. i had a really hard time last night and i guess i just took it out on guys. things aren't really better but it's a new day and i'm happy to be alive. plus it's gorgeous outside so i'll put a smile on because frowns are dull and overrated. so how is everyone's day so far? i'm extrememly sleepy - i don't even know how i'm typing this, my eyelids are so heavy. i'm going to make it a point not to get mad at anyone or anything this week. i want to just try and be understanding about everything b/c it makes things a whole lot easier. i'm also going to continue putting everything that comes my way into God's hands. i'm really glad heather was online last night to talk to..she made me feel at least 90% better. i'm thankful for all of my friends and family. even though family isn't doing so hot right now either...there's so much controversy in this world. family memebers even turn their backs on one another - that's not right in my mind but then again i'm not in their situation. gosh it's great out! everyone's mowing their lawns~lol. well this was fun kids but manda needs a nap...she didn't get much sleep last night. love u all, have a great day, and God bless! remember, don't let anything or anyone get you down! *manda*