Listening to: matt wertz
Feeling: giggly
he makes me SO incredibly happy. i'm ecstatic. things are just so great with him. like i've never had very many boyfriends because i've always believed that there's no point in going out with someone unless you could see yourself getting married to them one day. i'll admit, i've dated a couple of guys that i regret b/c i knew while we were dating that there would be no future between us, but with mykel i just feel a definite possibility. i know i know this sounds really stupid because we haven't been together long and i'm not saying i will marry him, i'm just saying the pieces of the puzzle fit in place and it all makes sense right now. his family is wonderful, he's from eldon, he's already practically part of the family according to my sister. and we understand each other. he's a quiet person just like me so when there's silence it's not awekward..we don't even have to be talking and it's still comfortable. and i don't feel like i have to prove myself to him. and he's so determined when he wants to be, plus he never gets mad. when he gets frustrated it's not for long and nobody can ever stay mad at him. he's so easy going and fun to be around. he's always smiling and laughing. he doesn't cuss, or at least he doesn't around me which is wonderful. and he's excited about going to church and learning more. lol....i didn't realize i would ramble on this much in this entry but there it is. i know long distance things are hard....hah you'd think i'd know it by now so ya don't have to tell me....but to me he's totally worth the distance, plus it's eldon so i have ambition to visit anyways. lol. the only thing that's going to make it really hard is school and hw and cheerleading and work, plus i'm going to start volunteering at the vet's office :D i'm excited but i'm scared about time management. God will take care of everything as He see's fit though if i just give it to him.
i guess i'm gonna keep working on my l.a. homework so i'll be done before school starts. love you guys tons! leave some kind words :) God bless ya! ♥manda
so glad your happy
it seems we have finally found what all those cry your eyes out to the rain drop wiht a turtle and sweetness in starlight
love you
i totally know what u mean about the not dating someone unless u could see urself marrying him cause thats how i am...but the only hard thing is when u really like a guy and u just make urself think that u could marry him but really u cant....ive done that a few times l0l
but neways im really really happy 4 u! *Auddy*