i can be your friend la la la

Listening to: christian
Feeling: content
i have hit at an all-time peak of happiness. it's not necessarily just one extremely happy moment, but the fact that i feel content practically all the time. obviously nobody is ALWAYS bursting with happiness, but i just find so much joy in everything. i'm so excited to finally be growing in my faith. it feels awesome! i got my a.p. literature homework done. rock on!! i'm so excited :) that's going to be a tough class..yipes! but...i'm going to eldon tomorrow after cheerleading practice. i'm totally psyched! i made puppy chow for mykel. lol. and i got him a card from target (best place to shop ever) that says "here...is not nearly close enough to there" - i thought it was cute. he's so wonderful to me i just thought i could do something little for him. my sister got a card for ryan that says something along the lines of "i want to spend some time with you...what are you doing forever?" just the cutest stuff ever. anyways...i have to work today so i'd better get goin on some stuff before i have to leave. love you guys tons! take care & God bless, ♥manda
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hey its courtney
im good sick and doing homeowrk but good otherwise lol you soudn so happy yay for you!
lol
[Anonymous]
1 thing that i havent stated is that i have tryed 2 trust in him 4 over 5 years..... it isnt working and all it is doing is hurting more.... i lost my grandmother right after i started 2 trust him with my life...then as i tryed 2 find out what good happened out of that, casue ppl say "with God everything happens 4 a reason", i just got hurt more.. ppl in skool werent nice(i was n outcast) and i eventually bcame suicidel thoughts... bcame a "cuter
" and lost every friend i had... then i was kicked out of the skool 4 writing a story.... put in2 a christian skool (that was full 2 the brim with hippocrates) and now my mother is going 2 jail... my older brother doesnt wish 2 know me nemore... my younger brother thinks that since i pay rent 2 live in this house i shouldnt b able 2 eat the stuff they buy..and i pretty much live in my car....were is God in all of that??
Lam Ka. Gedther
wats the code for the heart symbol. or how do you get it???