today was kind of a blur. not nearly as exciting as yesterday..and yet much busier indeed. that just tells me i need to take one day at a time. i love this song...let's just put it on repeate for a while. petsmart isn't hiring anyone for another couple of weeks...i guess that means i'll have to be patient and wait. thing is, i don't even know anymore if i still really like him...or if i just need him in my life. why won't i let myself just let go? i can't make myself understand. tonight was cold...but good. i love you guys mucho. God bless ya! ♥manda