another absolutely GORGEOUS day outside! it's marvelous! today was the strangest day...this is the strangest week. courtney can concur with me on that~lol. but pete is helping, he's found that strange spot and he's trying his best to heal it~haha. (heavy sigh) i feel strange. like i'm getting lazy and i'm not amanda. it's awkward. and yet at the same time i'm feeling so inspired about something that i can't quite yet grasp. it's all happening so very quickly. does anyone ever wonder how some people can make you feel inferior, and others smart, and yet others good about who you are, but others make you feel like you always do things wrong? i find it odd...shouldn't you feel those things anyway? and yet i don't, but i do...lol, wow see why i'm confused? b/c i'm confusing myself. how do we meet people halfway? i guess we really have to know where the halfway mark is first...it's different with different people. some require more than half and some less. regardless, we still have to meet them. why am i rambling? lol. this isn't even present in any situation i'm going through right now and still i'm talking about it trying to figure it out. right...so pete schmidt concert on monday May 10th at 8pm, $5 - he's awesome! it'll be worth it! anyways..that was sporadic~lol. there's so much symbolism and irony in a picture. i love them. there's so much meaning in one photo that can make you feel something that you haven't felt in years. it's the best feeling. well i really do have a lot of hw to do and church tonight so i will just have to talk to you all later. lyl! and God bless! *manda*