woke up this morning to find the windows open:D automatically the terrible mood i was in washed away...i don't think you understand the effect that fall has on me. it's insane. today i'm going to be honest to nick. there's no other way to do it. i'm gonna need some help from God..no idea what i'm gonna say or how i'm gonna say it. all i know is that God is overtaking my heart and i can't sit back and be something i know i'm not. i feel too strongly to lie. God is so wonderful..let me just say that right out. take care guys. luv and God bless, *manda* ***********edit*************** did i say today was gonna be a good day? silly me. God bless u guys! *manda*