i can't get this goofy-happy grin off my face when i'm thinkin about him. he makes me unbelievably happy in a way i can't even explain. he even said he'd go to church w/ me on sunday..i'm ecstatic! but he told me to keep it on the 'DL' and not to talk about him to anyone up here...yeah right. lol. in the meantime...my parents are finally making me pay for my own gas..heh. too many trips to eldon and i have a job now. it's only fair. i just wish gas prices would stop going up so quickly. he's worth every cent though. tehe...g'night guys. i love you all mucho. take care & hope to see you soon!..since spring break is almost over and all..bleh. God bless yall! ♥manda ******song for a lifetime of happiness******* I just saw the most amazing sunset Well I watched as it sank into the sea And bid another day goodbye by myself I heard a bird sing the most beautiful song But for the life of me, I can't remember that melody I just remember that I had to dance alone Oh and the days go by so fast And the memories They never seem to last And I'm quick to see all I don't have I need to change the way I look at All I look at CHORUS: And soak it up Every little bit I can Enjoy all my day Before all my days end And whatever I get Always let that be enough And never forget to soak it up Yeah, yeah Cause I could get caught up in this crazy race You know the world we live in leaves no room for second place But I've got to believe there's more to life than winning I ain't gonna miss out on All the beauty in my life Like my family and my friends and my wife All the God given gifts that money can't buy Oh cause the days go by so fast And the memories they never seem to last But I'm grateful for everything I have Cause You've changed the way I look at All I look at BRIDGE: Ain't gonna be living tomorrows And missing today Ain't gonna be making treasures out of things that fade away No I'd rather be living every second Living every minute of every single day Oh I will