ryan asked me out last night..in person...i said no. he's so cute and so nice and wonderful and all of the above - but the timing is horrible. why couldn't he have asked a few weeks ago? i guess everything has a place and time and now's just not good for either. oh well. sooo excited about vianney homecoming:) yay! *****weird...nathan higgenbauffum just asked me to go on a date w/ him b/c i'm hot and have a nice butt. wow - very blunt kid let me tell ya. hahahhahahahhahahhahha.....he just gave me his cell # and told me to call it..good luck w/ that one kid. *****lol, sorry guys that was weird. i was writing it as it happened. ANYWAYS...... things that make me smile:).... *danny..muahaha *my finny of course *turtles *getting an "A" *doing something right *pom pons *sequense(sp?) *cheerleading *Fur Elise band...grrr..luv u guys! God bless, i'll just have to add more later;) *manda* **********edit*********** back from the football game...it was MUCHO exciting!!! WAH! i even had fun playin in the band. and, and...i think i like him;) tehehe..i love seeing all my friends up there~it's so very comforting to be there and have all these people yelling your name to give them a hug:D. I LOVE YOU GUYS! but now's the aftermath when i'm home alone w/ my parents while everyone else is out with their friends. i feel slightly secluded & for the first time in months i'm actually kinda sad that i don't have a bf that i can be incredibly in like w/ and have him like me the same way. 10:15 and i'm alone........i miss those times when your best friend comes over on the weekend and you call your crush just to hear them say "hello" and you're too scared to think, too nervous to breathe, too excited to talk, and too weak to hang up. when all's well that ends well and good things come to those who wait. those who wait.....like me.