i can't do it. i can't pretend that i like him and i can't make myself like him. we are just too different...our personalities clash like pink and red. it's a no-go. what happens now you may ask? i wish i could say. i'll just go on ignoring him...talking as if everything's fine and dandy? wait to get asked out and then say...ooo, sorry but i've never really felt anything for u. not so sure bout that one kids. (this is about nick by the way) ************************************ in other news: softball is not the worst sport in the world...i can get through it. summer school is really not going bad. i get to spend 3 hours with my friends so i guess it's all good. wow...i really have nothing else to say. i'm sitting here listening to my michelle branch cd which always brings back memories. but i'm kinda sick of always looking back. what about the future? there's much more out there. gotta go guys..much luv and God bless! *manda* *bigsigh*