we hang out and have a great time together~bein all flirty with the pillow fights and little touches here and there. he even smacked my butt a few times...ok more than a few. so i'm thinkin..i like him, but nothing big is gonna come of this thing. he'll forget about tonight and the same thing will just happen again next time. no................... the kiss...yes there was a kiss. nothing big for most people out there - most city people anyways...but not for a small-town girl. where i come from if there's a kiss there's mucho meaning behind it. well i guess i'd better just put all that behind me like i was forced to the first time. i had no reaction but to be utterly shocked and confused. what was i supposed to think? i'm not mad at all..it was nice. but i feel like he doesn't understand what i'm feeling. maybe i'm making a mountain out of a molehill. eh...that's just the way i am i guess. now he's freaking out b/c i freaked out. i think i'm just more scared than anything. afraid that i made a huge mistake by letting him know what i was feeling...or that i am really just making too much of it. it's cool though....i'm gonna keep my head about me and stay calm. :) see...i'm happy. ***bright side: (after all there is always a bright side to every dark situation!) i at least have someone to be dramatic over this type of stuff...i'd rather have this than be alone so it's all good*** take care guys & God bless! *manda* :D