i designate myself as the slowest person on the face of the earth. this history project we got that's due on tuesday...yeah definitly worked on it for 4 hours today and i'm still not done. funny thing is - it should have only taken me about 45 mins. but i like to make things complicated like that. yay for me. i have a cold...my trashcan is filled to the top with kleenexes..i'm on my second box. i was feeling really upset today for some reason...i didn't want any more alone time i guess (b/c i am alone quite often) - so my mom stayed in my room and worked on my sister's quilt while i slaved away at my project. then we went downstairs and made cheesecake together:) i miss my mom. i think john at church likes me...but i really hope not. i don't want to start avoiding him just b/c he likes me..stupid awkward situations. haha...btw nick asked me to go to his homecoming with a freshman he drives to school while nick goes with the kid's older sister. don't i feel special. *sniffle* God bless guys...i love you mucho! *manda*