************************** last night i went to gymnastics and lauren came with me. it felt WONDERFUL to start up again. though i must say that today i was incredibly sore and tired and i kinda have a head ache. lol. but it's all good..today was still a good day. ************************ i'm gettin ready to go to a game w/ kelse to meet some guy i don't know. good right? hah. considering how very strange i'm acting today i don't think i'm completely mentally and physically stable to be going..but i've been looking forward to this for like a week so i'm going! lol. and kelse and i don't get a lot of chances to hang out. i honestly think it will be fun. even if i don't get a guy out of it...which i absolutely don't expect to anyways. i haven't exactly had the best luck w/ guys in a while so i'm hoping for the best but waiting for disaster. bleh. i love you guys & i'll let u know the scoop when i get back. lol. ♥manda HAHAHAHA............ok so kelse and i went to the game as planned. it was really awesome b/c i got to really talk with her and just hang out. she's so awesome. well mehlville won by like 2 points..woowoo! lol. and we found the practice room afterwards and i almost missed him again but this time as he was walking i walked faster and he met up with his mom!!! lol. i was like oh crap. but kelse kept pushing me (THANK U!) and i was finally like "hey is your name ryan?" lol..and when he didn't turn around his mom was like she's talkin to u - he was so out of it. and he was like ryan? no my name's bret (or somethin like that~lol) and so then he just turned around and kept walking and we had to walk behind him and his mom to the parking lot and as we were walking up the stairs i knew i should have said something else but i had no idea what and my hands were shaking and he was with his mom which was kinda awkeward so i was like oooo crap ooooo crap i can't. so i didn't and i'm kicking myself for it~lol. but anyways, on the way home i'm driving and i look to my left and there's a van right beside me and there he is! so i'm like OMGSH! lol...well i'm a dork so i kept pace with the van for like 10 mins. until they turned and he didn't look over once. what an idiot~lol. he was just so oblivious. humina..oh well. i still had a highly awesome night. gosh so much fun. can't wait for another!!! i love you lots guys. kelse thanks for spendin ur night w/ me:) God bless, *manda*