love was kept from me like a secret

Listening to: dave barnes
Feeling: edgy
********************************************** today i had cheerleading practice which was a ton of fun..all except the part when we got our new uniforms. they are excruciatingly ugly. so i came home and read 2 chapters in the odyssey which is surprisingly really good. i'm actually enjoying it. then i got a call from my section leader from marching band reminding me of the "optional" practice tonight for 2 1/2 hours and both of my flute friends won't even be there. and at the moment my parents are having a serious discussion with my brother at the dinner table & practice starts in 7 minutes so i highly doubt i'm going. my parents said it was my choice but didn't think it would hurt. they're actually really cool bout stuff like that. but of course, knowing me, i was seriously considering going just b/c i'm a "good girl" like that. i'm glad that i push myself to be my best but sometimes it just gets downright boring. believe it or not i actually just wish i had a date tonight so i could get away from everything and be around someone new. ACTUALLY........last night a guy from eldon asked me out on a date for this fall/winter when i can drive down there~lol..i was like oh wow..ummmmm, ok. haha. so guys from eldon have the guts to ask me out but none from here? that makes a whole lot of sense. haha. oh well. welp guys, hopefully my dad can take me to practice parallel parking tonight. won't that be fun?! better than marching band though. geeze..dave barnes is so good. ~drools~ much luv guys & God bless! *manda* "there's a silent celebration for every breath you breathe" ********************************************** 10 bands you've been listening a lot to lately 01 - dave barnes 02 - Switchfoot 03 - matt wertz 04 - ben folds 05 - josh kelley 06 - rufus wainwright 07 - john mayer 08 - dashboard confessional 09 - jason mraz 10 - matt nathanson 9 things you look forward to 1 - cheer camp 2 - getting my license 3 - dating 4 - my birthday 5 - finishing the odyssey 6 - my hair growing out 7 - being part of a routine 8 - my next trip to eldon 9 - taking more pictures 8 things you like to wear 1 - jeans 2 - pjs 3 - flip flops 4 - camees 5 - bracelets 6 - cheer shorts 7 - lip gloss 8 - t-shirts 7 things that annoy you 1 - racism 2 - my need for perfection 3 - crualty to animals/people 4 - people who just don't let things go 5 - people who think they are better 6 - my uncany ability to be uncomfortable in oh so many situations 7 - people who think they can sing but really cant...actually, its just kind of funny~haha...i so agree 6 things you say most days 1 - yay! 2 - whats up? 3 - kehehe(very hard to spell...that annoying noise courtney and i make that just doesn't seem to ever go away) 4 - lalalalala 5 - thanks 6 - please 5 things you do everyday 1 - smile 2 - sing/listen to music 3 - pray 4 - eat:) 5 - hug others 4 people you want to spend more time with 1 - friends from school 2 - eldon friends 3 - my sister 4 - my family 3 movies you could watch over and over again 1 - center stage 2 - say anything 3 - indiana jones movies 2 of your favorite songs at the moment 1 - sweetness in starlight: matt wertz 2 - the l.a. song: dave barnes 1 person you could spend the rest of your life with 1 - i'll tell you when i find him
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[Anonymous]
lol thats my girl lol your crazy btu love you and i woudl have just type wheeze if that which annoying soudn you were going for lol
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[Anonymous]
Hey! It's been awhile! Oh my gosh! I read the Odyssey in my English class this year. I HATED IT, but I'm glad you like it! I fell asleep everytime I tried reading it. lol Have fun with your new uniforms! My basketball cheer uniform was ugly this year(my football uniform was cute tho-lol), but at least you're not the only one wearing it -- the entire squad has to wear it! lol Thought that might help cheer u up! God Bless!
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