my social life has been reduced to a few moments here and there when i can squeeze it in. i feel like i can't even take the time to breathe until school is out. monday was l.a. day, today was math day, tomorrow is history day...when will it end?! i worked for about 6 hours today studying for a math test that i will probably do poorly on. but at least i tried. i find it pointless to cry over it but it comes anyway without my consent. i need eldon...i need my horse...i miss them unconditionally. that reminds me...i guess i should catch you up on my weekend in eldon. it was amazing. i got to experience life in a horror movie (deserted pig barns in the fields at night with guys who like to scare - need i say more?), started training my horse (i'll add some pics when i get them)..she's such a sweetheart, spent some much needed time with kelsey and hannah (sitting outside on the porch at night engulfed by a thunder storm), went to vista grande with heather and whitney and actied like total goofballs without a care in the world. patrick was the only imperfect part...but we won't go into that. memories keep me going...well, and God, but He's a given. my new matt wertz cd rocks! -♥->manda