...to you... hey all! can u believe that i don't get home from school until 4.15!?! it really is a waste of life... 2day was..alright...not bad, but not great or grand...i am mellow right now, besides the fact that i cough up a kidney every few seconds...so i told my friend about the S&S Festival and she was so into it...her and her boyfriend and best friend will probabaly go, but not me because i'm locked up in this house like a freaking clam...i am going to pittsburgh mon-wed of next week tho...4.44 make a wish...madd tests 2morrow...i really can't wait until the summer cause school and the people in it are torturing me slowly each and every day...the priorities of the kids i know, including my friends, are so mind-boggling to me...i really can't see why certain things matter so much to certain people..for instance, my one friend used to go out with this guy and then they broke up because she was cheating on him (duh!), but now that she is single again, she still likes him blah blah...but (the plot thickens) he has a gf now and there are "rumors" going around they slept together..you know the story..so now that's all that we ever talk about or w/e...my other friend is a big ditz and likes every guy on the planet that says hi to her pretty much...now she claims to like this kid that she USED to like altho i knew that already b/c its so obvious....so now thats the big running joke..it's totally pointless..i also missed school the past couple of days and went straight home to catch up on work today so i told my music director i wouldn't be at practice..wow, bad idea...and my teachers are horrible at helping me catch up on work...plus the guy that i like is a total n i m r o d.... he just makes me think why i even bother... but then again, i don't seem to care too much about it.... that was nice to ramble on since i can't talk to my friends about how stupidly gay they are...i have to go do something productive.. like watch tv...i'm out r0cking 0ut of here m/ ~jean