How can you not see that I am in love with you? I love you. I would give up everything for you and do anything for you. How many people can honestly say that about you? For God sakes, I would die for you…literally take my life just so that you would be happy. I would sacrifice anything and everything to see you deliriously happy. Sometimes I wonder if you deserve someone like me--someone who has been sitting right in front of your face for a long time and that you never realized is crazy about you. My day is brightened when you say hello to me and really mean it. Everything that I am and everything that I want to be has you in it. You make or break my day by just being you…just being yourself. Even when I claim to hate you when you act like an idiot, I will always love you…and that word is not too strong because it is the only one that can even begin to explain how I feel about you…and that isn’t even strong enough. I have been so lucky to have you in my life even if only to look at and listen to because there is no way that you will ever feel anything for me unless I change who I am, which will not happen, no matter how much I adore you, which, believe me, I do. I would do anything for you to tell me that I mean something to you, tell me you love me. I would die if you even just told me that I meant something to your life. Told me that anything that I said made a significant impact on your life or one decision that you made. I care about you and everything you do (the things I know)…today made such an impact on me that ever since 7th period I have been fighting tears and sick to my stomach. I cannot stand to see you ruining your life or ruining how beautiful you are. Nothing has ever hit me this hard regarding someone else. I know now that I do truly love you, and today was just another concrete example. If anything that I saw today would happen to you, I would just die. I would have to. Because without you, I am nothing. Like a fire with no flame. You are where I want to be. I love you so much. I'm here for you to use, broken and bruised SIDE NOTE FROM THAT LOVELY LOVE ADORATION SPEEL: YOU'RE(NOT WHO I LOVE) AN ASSHOLE AND YOU PISS ME OFF SO GOD DAMN FUCKING MUCH...GIMME TIME ON THIS CAUSE I'M REALLY PISSED OFF AT YOU...YOU'RE SUCH A HYPOCRITE AND I CAN'T STAND THE WAY YOU ACT AT "CERTAIN TIMES"...MORE ON THAT LATER WHEN I'M NOT SO DAMN LIVID... r0cking out, ~jean m/