**You almost always pick the best times, to drop the worst lines. You almost made me cry again this time. Another false alarm, red flashing lights. Well this time I'm not going to watch myself die. I think I made it a game to play your game, and let myself cry. I buried myself alive on the inside, so I could shut you out, and let you go away for a long time. God I guess it's ok I puked the day away. I guess it's better you trapped yourself in your own way** I'll write later if my computer doesn't barf on me again r0cking out, ~jean m/