**I wanna be sedated...** (hehe)(hehe)(hehe) Today was yet another exciting day in the life that I call mine. School was school with the Halloween walk-around…G-A-Y… Today was the JT game (we lost)…it was great to see some people I haven’t seen in quite some time… Erin and Chad seem to think that everyone in the world knows who I like and must make comments when other people are around…not cool….painted signs after school… Wow….weird things going on at the game with the triangle of fury that is Ed, Chad, and I’s relationship haha…things were said, shoulders were shrugged, things were ignored, and we all live happily once again…I feel so bad cause he’s sick or something and deff. not himself but it was kind of nice at the actual game….I actually like being “one of them”…it makes me feel pretty good…well, of course, except for freaking before we had to leave for band…hence why I’m starving…wow, way pissed off…hung with my friends for a little…Maria deff ditched me and Amanda so whatever….got a boring weekend coming up, I think I have to do college shiat…I'm out for now... r0cking out, ~jean m/