Today I decided to give my diary a new look...it will last a couple weeks I'm hoping... still sick....still on the rocks with ed... my friends rock..last night I had so much fun with Christine Maria and Derek...we did win our f-ball game so yay! (?) my computer is working again and I got my C0&Ca cd that was stuck in there back..I'm happy. that's all for now....i think i'm going somewhere for dinner...blah. ...hoping for the best...just hoping nothing happens...a thousand clever lines...unread on clever napkins...I will never ask...if you don't ever tell me...I know you well enough...to know you never loved me...why can't i feel anything for anyone other than you [taking.back.sunday]... I absolutely LOVE those lyrics and they are so true for me..the edn at least..I like the beginning because of the napkins part...I used that on the top of my diary because I love it! I also found out how to get music on here! That makes me giggle inside...there are so many great songs though, it's hard to choose... r0cking out, ~jean m/