**It seems like every day’s the same and I’m left to discover on my own It seems like everything is gray and there’s no color to behold They say it’s over and I’m fine again And I am aware now of how everything’s gonna be fine one day Too late, I’m in hell I am prepared now, seems everyone’s gonna be fine One day too late, just as well I feel the dream in me expire and there’s no one left to blame it on I hear you label me a liar ‘cause I can’t seem to get this through You say it’s over, I can sigh again** [.seether.] someone wise told me that I deserve much better than him...hmm...they also told me they knew him when he was "the nice him"...I've come to realize I don't think I've ever known him as anything other than who he is now... it drives me nuts when everyone in the world uses suicidal terms loosely...I can't fucking stand it...God forbid anything were to happen, no one would even be able to catch the warning signs because everyone and their mother uses them...I admit sometimes I do too, but I really have to stop because it is an extremely dangerous thing to do... I need to get out of this place...how many days until graduation? ...get the Hell out of this town... r0cking out, ~jean m/