where you are is where I belong...
my worst fear right now is that Jared is going to stop talking to me when I go to college. I don't know why, but all of a sudden I have this knot in my stomach that it's gonna happen...it could be how much time we're spending with each other (probably) because I feel like I have to get in all this time with him before I go to college and he gets another best friend. It scares the shit out of me. I don't want to be that girl who he hung out with for 2 solid months just for shits and giggles...I want to mean something...I want my friendship to be missed, my whole person to be missed...I don't want to be forgotten.