so I stay up until fucking 11.00 to have this conversation I think we're going to continue after I get the "bbl"....and instead I say goodnight to get things rolling and I get the "gnight", which roughly translates to... "I don't give a shit if you jump off the nearest cliff as long as you stop talking to me...oh, and if you DO happen to die, I won't be able to come to your funeral because I'm sure I'll be out with AVP or some of my other cool friends." I've had enough...I can't do this to myself anymore...why am I putting myself through this? Oh, that's right, it's because I love and care about you....but apparently that's not good enough nowadays, I have to be an ugly horse too...damn, I just didn't get to be that lucky...maybe the next person I fall in love with won't be looking to date a member of another species... .fuck.you.