tonight was the craziest night in my recent life... went to the jt football game with my bud maria...EVERY freaking person from Marian was there!! who does that, honestly? they played Tamaqua so guess who I saw? Yep...Mike (sigh)...I miss him so much...no one truly understands what he does to me...he's not just some guy that I had (and still do) a crush on...i found this out 2night~he is the only person in my life who makes my heart skip a beat when I see him...it literally skipped!! That has never happened to me before...and I always knew he was the one that could do it to me..he does something to me I can't explain...and none of my friends get it..I think they think it's some big joke...i don't know... then my mom picked me up...early of course...we get in the car and she tells me that my dad just drove my uncle to the hospital and had to sign him into the psychiatric ward...i have no idea what's going on with that...he's been sick for a while but never done anything like this..he was apparently screaming and tweeking on my aunt and grabbed her or shoved her...very bad... the actual night wasn't that bad, i just felt really funny (not funny ha-ha either)...it was a nice night out... 2morrow is our first game and it will most deff suck... I miss you so much Mike... r0cking out, ~jean