**It seems like every day’s the same and I’m left to discover on my own It seems like everything is gray and there’s no color to behold They say it’s over and I’m fine again, yeah Try to stay sober feels like I’m dying here And I am aware now of how everything’s gonna be fine one day Too late, I’m in hell I am prepared now, seems everyone’s gonna be fine One day too late, just as well I feel the dream in me expire and there’s no one left to blame it on I hear you label me a liar ‘cause I can’t seem to get this through You say it’s over, I can sigh again, yeah Why try to stay sober when I’m dying here And I am aware now of how everything’s gonna be fine one day Too late, I’m in hell I am prepared now, seems everyone’s gonna be fine One day too late; just as well And I’m not scared now. I must assure you, you’re never gonna get away And I’m not scared now. And I’m not scared now. No… I am aware now of how everything’s gonna be fine one day Too late, I’m in hell I am prepared now seems everyone’s gonna be fine One day too late, just as well I am prepared now, seems everything’s gonna be fine for me For me; for myself. For me, for me, for myself For me, for me, for myself** | s e e t h e r | game last night...we lost (duh!)...band drama...such a rough night...both of my guy friends make me soo mad...don't even want to get into that right now... SAT's 2day...so happy that was the last time I ever had to take those darn things... day all screwed up...got up at 6.30 came home took a nap, shower, cleaned...people coming over 2morrow... we have a competition 2night...can't even wait...that reminds me!...i have to tell my band director that I'm going to the homecoming dance so I'm not going to some parade thinger... I can't even wait for 2night...he better be nice to me or I'll freak out... .:.my stomach hurts.:. .the more I do for you, the less I can do for myself. r0cking out, ~jean m/