my dad has his open heart surgery today...it went well...I will see him again on Sunday...my whole family came up...I didn't want to see him at all today and they talked me into it and I knew it was a bad idea...I couldn't compose myself, it was the most terrible thing I've ever seen...I will never forget that image for the rest of my life...but I think he'll be ok... wow...so yeah, I'm going to Ohio with Jared next weekend..how freaking awesome is that? I can't wait!! so tired, but I don't think I can sleep...I have a really bad stomachache and blah, I don't feel too hot... I look at this way: My dad is getting his heart fixed for Valentine's Day .78.