there's a pedestal across the room and if i try to climb again this time the fall is fatal i don't deserve such an easy exit so maybe my spine can snap on impact and i'll have to crawl away i'm ready to take that big step start tearing off the layers i put up: or is it too late to be anything but what i am? |bayside| happy 18th Ed & Maria last night the girls celebrated Maria's birthday...manda and erin couldn't get there until later so mia and i went to wally world and the movies to see million $ baby...ahhh..weird movie haha...then we met up with the others and hung out and ate cake...this morning we went to breakfast and I am mad siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiick...I hate it blah so today I just sat around cause I didn't want to do anything..took a nap...whatever...*sniffle* I'm out like a trout.