How about a kick in my face...so we're having this conversation when suddenly it dies...what a surprise...so i figured i'd bring up his "girl situation"--as i put it--to get him talking since that's all he wants to talk about...EVER. Then he claims hes "over it"...SARCASTICALLY i say "what ever will we talk about now?" hoping he'd say something to the effect of...i dunno... something not what he said...he says "i don't know"! so i think i gave the bj face so he says "were you being sarcastic?" i'm like "yeah!"...well anyway, we got into a discussion about my bi-polarity etc. etc. etc...and it was just a big mess of emotions which ended in me being pissed off...yet again. Sex & the City cheered me up though...the 2nd episode was the one about the Brazilian bikini wax and the girls being in LA...i just love that show, even though it makes me want to be in NY... =( I won't be updating until Sunday night because I'm going to some retreat thinger and I'll be dying without my computer...thank God i'll have my cell... anyhoo...today's not too interesting to talk about besides the fact that i'm going to kill someone...i have my "relieve stress" playlist on now with serafin, story.of.the.year, system.of.a.down, deathcab.for.cutie, taking.back.sunday,the.ataris,zebrahead,a.static.lullaby, silverstein, and can't forget my brand.new =) [even though people like to steal them from me >( ] I have to get some sleep...My head feels like someone just cracked it open (like a coconut!) "Rescue Me" Another tragedy in the news Someone shooting down the right to choose It doesn't seem at all that they chose the right way Another law I heard got passed today Someone's trying to take my rights away It doesn't seem to me they chose the right way It's out of my hands but stuck in my mind in time I find my spine is crooked in design I want to be so much more Rescue me Take this hand, by myself, alone I stand Rescue me From this world, from myself, before I grow old Someone rescue me Does anybody ever feel this way? Does anybody have the guts to say? It doesn't seem at all they chose the right way Who am I to say I disagree? Who am I not to change a thing? Because I don't believe they chose the right way Excuse too weak to stand on I'm falling off Too weak to stand on I'm falling off Too weak to hang on Falling for you to catch me I'm afraid That no one is changing who’s to blame? Someone save me r0cking out of here, ~jean m/