yes, I'm still sick...too bad people don't friggin understand that. Hm..last Thursday I lost my power. Yeah, it sucked. we went to a hotel and wound up there until yesterday. My house is like an ice sculpture. Everything is covered in ice...and it's been like that for more than a week. we can't even get down our road..but no one understands that because everyone else has the freaking sun shining at their houses. So I'm sick and haven't been to school since Christmas (cept 2 day ago)...I finally get back to school and what do I get? not "how are you feeling?" or "are you alright?" or even "I missed you" hell no.....I get "nice of you to come back" and "what's your name again" and "stop coughing" and people shrinking away when I cough wih my hand over my mouth... then today I get this lovely message that "I screwed them over"...we were supposed to do a project today and I wasn't there...WOW! You think maybe I've been not in school for the past 2 weeks FOR A REASON?!?!?! I tried going to school that one day cause I knew we were getting out early and I couldn't even take that... this is fucking ridculous. I'm sick for 2 weeks and not in touch with anyone for 5 days and it's like no one even noticed. No one gives a crap that I'm sick all they care about is themselves and what I'm screwing THEM over for. Well what about me? You don't think I have enough shit to wrry about by missing the past week in school than to worry about you? Did you ever think that maybe I was too sick to call? Did you ever think you could have called me? no. it's automatically my fault. it's crazy. This place sucks so much. Oh, I got into college today. Scranton. yay. I'm actually guaranteed somewhere. you guys all suck. some friends you are. not ONE person made me feel good...not ONE.