today was the worst day of my entire life...no joke he has continued to ignore me today and solidified my thoughts today by turning around without a second glance... I can't stop crying and I can't think straight... my mom talked me into telling her what was wrong but I just feel even more weird... i wish I could saty home from school tomorrow because I know as soon as I see him I will start to cry... r0cking out, ~jean m/