It's not fair...all anyone does up here is fucking drink and smoke and no one gives a shit about any of the people they claim to be their friends....why do the people that I care about the most not even give the tiniest shit about me? All I want is for someone to care about me the way that I care about everyone else... I thought I found someone I thought I had something I could trust I still can't believe what happened it's not that you lied to us it's not that our friendship was a front it's just that I can't see the real in you yeah for years I was afraid, now I can finally say that I'm afraid that you've become everything that you hated I'm waiting for this to blow away ||midtown||