well i found out that April and Gerald are getting a divorce!!! yay!!! Gerald deserves better and now can get it... i am mad tho... my entry from earlier didn't save and now i can't tell my hunny how much i love him the way that i did then... hahaha yes i can... anyways... i auditioned for the school radio station today... it was kinda cool... totally last minute but cool... i am not sure what the outcome will be but it doesn't really matter... i mean it'd be cool to get to work on the radio but my heart isn't set on it... now about that... it's no longer mine anymore... hasn't been for a while... and even tho we're not together (physically) i know that he knows that i love him... and if he doesn't then it's my responsibility to show him i do each and every moment that i can... ok well gotta go dye my hair again... muah to all of my people... yeah, even yall disease infested ones... ciao... p.s. i love you Joey!!!