ok so this weekend sucked major... i went to the ER b/c of some wierd bleeding problem... don't really want to talk about it... and i found out my surgury is getting changed to the 27th... which means no ND for xmas but maybe newyears... i hope i hope i hope... i didn't get to talk to joey and then when i finally did last nite... he was busy with other things... also don't wanna talk about it... i think i am gonna fail jrn and i can't wait to move back home!!! i get to... yay, finally... i hate huntsville and so much about this place... on a lighter note... my hair is once again a few shades lighter... yes it's possible... and i think it may actually look ok... i miss my cousin and it hit me really hard yesterday... this war sux... but he's in a better place now... right??? i hope so, for his sake... ok gotta go sulk some more... hahaha don't ask why that's funny... wow did u know that Ben Stein does drugs??? he just said so... hahaha ok later!!!