i was really upset yesterday... but one of the things that makes me love joey as much as i do is that he truly loves me back... that sounds stupid but i am going to try to explain... with him, when something is wrong... and i don't feel like telling him... i have to get over it... and tell him what's on my mind... and we all know that generally that's not a problem except when it comes to times like that... i clam up and it's hard to share what i am thinking... i'm glad that he doesn't give me the option to cop out and say nothing is wrong when it's clear that there is something not right... i hate to bitch and complain about things to him... but like he said i need to sometimes... i am just glad that he WILL listen to me and makes things (that he can control) better when he can... he says i am too good to him... i am not... i just treat him like i want to be treated... but i am glad that for the most part that is all taken care of... ok gotta go clean the apt... it's getting bad... lol... i know... i know... later I love you Joey!!!