ok so i am finally done with that damn jrn project... too bad i am so behind in that class that i need to seriously dedicate an entire afternoon to that course... and pray she's gonna let me turn it all in... wow i wish i didn't procrastinate so much... like right now i should be getting dressed and working on that stuff but i am not... i am putting it off... anyways... i haven't gotten the chance to talk to joey not really... he was asleep last nite and i felt bad so i told him to go back to sleep... and this morning i was more asleep than awake... so hopefully we can talk tonite... i am so tired right now tho... and i can't figure out why... i think i am gonna take a nap after class and get up to finish all the homework i need to do... no more talking about the future... not tonite... at least... can't handle it... i am also not sure if i am gonna be able to go back for xmas break... something tells me no... not just my parents either... it's a bad feeling but again not gonna stress... not for now...