hahaha i didn't think they'd have that one... i thought u weren't suppose to get cramps in my condition... but i am spotting too so i guess it's almost over again... eh i went to the LSF last nite... they are really nice people and i am gonna go again... i wrote joey a goodbye letter the other nite... i am not gonna mail it or talk to him again but knowing i have it is enough for me... my only problem is that right now the main guy in my life (or the one that is trying to be) shouldn't even be in my life... he's taken in the biggest way possible... and yeah even tho he SAYS he's getting divorced i don't buy it... and i told him that was fine when he IS divorced we can discuss anything more than friendship... that's sane right??? i mean i am not even ready to consider the fact that i am SUPPOSE to be dating other people... in my heart i am still taken... and that's not fair to someone else... i'm like damaged goods... eh i am over it... not really!!! have a good weekend guys and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO EVIE!!! she's a big 21!!!