ok, so i woke up Tuesday and decided that i wasn't gonna wait for things to happen... so i headed into Houston and went shopping with my cousin... joey and i had discussed me going to Killeen with him and Holly, so he called and told me we'd moved up the trip to Wednesday... he told me that i could stay the night at Jan's (Holly and Terry's mom) because we were going to leave @6 the next morning... so i drove to Friendswood and stayed at Jan's... they are all so nice... it was so great to be with him again, tho... i mean really be with him, not in front of people and parents, just me and him... i know we've had some problems lately, but i also know that if nothing ever went wrong somehow it wouldn't make the good moments as good as they are... like this morning he called just to say "good morning"... coming from Joey that's really special... i am going out with him tomorrow nite... we both have a problem with overscheduling ourselves... i felt bad that i missed my weekly dinner with Evie and Travis... but i didn't get home until 11...and went straight to bed... i was so tired... but hopefully friday nite will work itself out... the hardest thing i've had to do lately tho, is saying goodbye... even tho i know i will get to see him again... it still makes me want to cry and i know that sounds stupid but eh, what can a girl do... the cutest thing he does, tho, is when he's talking... and then just turns to me randomly and says "I love you"... then keeps going with his story... it's so cute... ok i am done... but all in all... yesterday was great! i just hope Joey had as much fun on the trip as Holly and I did... lol... hopefully i didn't keep him up too long the nite before... ciao, I love you Joey!!!