wow that alarm from the girl next door's car is soooo annoying... ok back to what i was gonna originally write... yesterday was my boyfriend's birthday... yeah he's getting old... the big 22... hahaha... cuz he's soooo much older than me... right... anyways... he came over after he left his parents house and was here went i got out of class... he did the sweetest thing!!! he bought me roses... no one had ever done that before and i almost cried... but i didn't... i've done too much of that lately and knew i wasn't done crying this weekend... not yet... but we went over to evie and travis's apt and had dinner then played poker... which to everyone's suprise evie and i were kicking ass... and then not... but it was a lot of fun... and i'm glad that he got to hang out with my people... i know it does and doesn't matter to a point but i wanted him to meet the people i talk to him about all the time... i even to him to YR and he met Gerald... ok so maybe not the best idea... but eh, what could go wrong??? exactly... as soon as we got there gerald had to go open his big mouth about what i had discussed with him... you know about getting married and stuff... and i was so scared it was gonna turn out bad... way bad... but so far so good... i guess... lol... wow, i love joey so much... it's the little things he does too... i mean hey, the big things help but it's his everyday little things that i can't get enough of... don't think i ever will get enough of him... all in all i hope he had a good birthday... i know i had a great joey's birthday... but that was just cuz i got to spend it with him... gonna go get ready to cry now... he's getting ready to leave i think... and it's gonna be a while before i get to see him again... i know...tear... more like waterfalls worth... but at the same time it's ok beacause i know that this is going to go from being something awesome and good to something people write books on... lol later