i told him i wasn't last nite... and he didn't believe me and wants me to go to the dr anyways... why is he being so difficult about this... any other guy would be relieved that he has no other obligation with me... why wont' he just let me go away... that's all i want to do is get away... from his life and him from mine... i need to... but i can't bring myself to throw away all of his pictures... this is not the way i planned to spend this semester at all... but i knew it was a possibility... i need to do what he said but it's too early... me and my big mouth shouldve just not mentioned it and he'd be gone...