ok so my birthday turned out really well i thought... until i opened my big mouth and told someone that i cared about him more than i did... and now he's avoiding me... eh, i think it's ok tho... i can't be with or around him anymore... there's nothing left... on an other note i met a guy at the engine room... his name is shane and he's a security guy there... but it probably wont' be too much more interesting... ok... well gotta go pass out... got kinda drunk tonite... lol suprise? ciao