wow, i didn't think this would suck soooo much... i just got back to huntsville after having been in Minot for 10 days... what sux is i can't stop crying... i miss him sooooooooo much... i did a good job of not crying at the airport when he dropped me off but since i got back here to this damn empty apt it all hit me all over again... i feel so empty when i am not with him and it sux so much... i hate texas! no, i just hate being so far apart from joey... the trip was perfect tho... i got to see snow... and even tho now not only am i broke but i am like 200 in debt... shhh our secret... it was all worth every cent... i also got to meet all of joey's work buddies and his supe... whose ass i happen to beat in a game... hahaha, didn't know we Texas girls are competitive huh? lol... they are all great people... even Crystal in her own wierd psycho way... she means well most of the time... she's just a little brash... that's a good word... I only got to see Ronnie once but it was alot of fun and he and Aaron got to laugh at me and my singing (after a 3 wiseman) of course... lol... Kita is my new protector... ok here's the story... she slept in the same room with me and Joey... and yes, we did sleep... but when we weren't sleeping i think that she got scared... b/c after Joey would leave the room for whatever reason she'd jump on the bed and come over and pet me, like telling me it was ok and she was there now and that he wouldn't hurt me anymore... lol... then she'd refuse to move when he came back to bed... and just laid there betweeen us until she was satisfied everything was ok... and i was safe... Joey says i spoil her but i don't think i do... she's a wonderful dog... i love her too... and miss her soo much too... she kept me company when joey was at work and we cleaned and kept the cats downstairs... we were a good team she and i... joey says she misses me... Ed and Crystal are nice... lol... yeah they really are... it's just some of the things they do (she does and he allows) that bug me... but whatever... i don't have to live with them... well i gotta run to class... fill in more later... it's so hot here tho.... 71 degrees is like summertime up there... hahaha... ciao