i miss joey so much right now... it's not even funny... and the worst part is that i would normally be talking to him right now but am not because he's being a responsible adult and is at work, i wish i had a work to go to... i know it's stupid but i can't stop crying because i miss him so freaking much... things could be so much easier but right now there is nothing i can do... ahhhhhhh.... ok maybe it's the beer talking but i can't stand being so far away from him... knowing that he has so many other options than just me... if you read this honey... i love you!!! never forget that... nite for now... ciao