i thought i had saved this last nite but apparently not... i have a huge secret and i can't tell joey... he knows but doesn't know that i am still thinking about it... keyword= thinking!!! i want a baby!!! there i said it and it's almost a thing of the past for me... kinda... iknow that it'd be dumb to even try to have one right now... but i want one so bad... it sux that i can't ever have one... i told josiah and ronnie last nite and they were both like awe... ur a real girl now... lol... right... ok well i had to put that somewhere so it wouldn't be on my mind as strongly... done for now... i'll write more about it later... ciao