ok so it's the last day of class... only 2 more finals left... and i am out of school for a month... which seems great but now i get to prepare for surgery and still not knowing whether i am gonna get to see joey or not...and whether or not i am coming back to SAM or not... damn i hate this but am feeling a little releived at the same time... i am confused right now about a lot of things... joey seems mad at me for something... or annoyed or upset... i am not sure... that and well u know me... always the pessimist... kinda... ok i am done... for now... it might be a while before i get back on here on a regular basis tho...