old poems...

Listening to: None really
Feeling: popular
now noone get scared... i wrote these years and years ago... just never had a place to put them... a few were published tho... (untitled) When I look at you I see the one man not boy not child but man who can destroy my chance of fulfilling my every dream the man who with three words "i love you" "i need you" "don't leave me" can change my whole design and scheme i weep like a baby b/c i don't know what to do you don't want me anymore you don't need me anylonger you pull away and tear my heart out with every step you take all b/c "i love you" "i need you" so "don't leave me" SENSE & LOGIC: today i cried tonite i burn with a rage that cannot and will not be quenched with your SIMPLE words of sense and logic where do sense and logic belong? i scream where were they when i asked for help? now you come to me with your sense and logic i have no need for them and do not care to heed their cries, their pleas, their resounding truths what are sense and logic? where do they come from? to hurt my poor, open, wonded soul that aches with agony the truths that pour from your sensible and logical mouth are drowned by my tears to hell with your sense and logic they are done! my heart, my love, my warmth have been vanquished only the cold, sensible, logical responses remain as i spit at your shadow through the bitterly cold march air THE INSTITUTION OF MARRIAGE: they live at night these tears she cries beaten and abused he calls her wife the weak get weaker the proud are humbled the void of answers prove how love crumbles the past has gone the new is feared the doubt lives on year after year all patience gone the time has tread silence envelopes makes all seem dead
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