i went... it was time consuming at least and i was around other people and that's good right... i still feel bad tho... the whole matt thing is getting to be a little wierd for me... i am not used to having guys like like me in that way... usually they just want one of two things from me and i've always been told i am not the girlfriend type... sad iknow... which makes me wonder what type i am or was or stuff... do you know how depressing it is when someone tells you that... i guess that's why when joey told me about what he told his parents about us i was a little upset... i wasn't sure why but then it hit me that even tho i know that is not the reason... i couldn't help but wonder if it was... but whatever... i'm scared that i am gonna hurt this guy... (matt not joey) and i dont' want to b/c he's a genuinely nice guy... i missed my honey soooo much tonite tho... i lied and told the guys i didn't know how to two-step so they'd stop trying to get me to... and then watching those couples dance out there just made me wish he were here with me... but it's ok... wow i never thought i could love someone so much i can't even imagine myself with anybody other than him in any possible way!!! well i had better sleep some before i need to get up again and wake my honey up... I love you Joey!!! forever and ever... ciao