i've wanted to cry all day and i don't know why... i told joey that yesterday and he says sometimes you just need to cry... but i am not like that... i don't want to worry him... but i dont' want to keep it from him either... eh, at least i feel better about the sue anne thing... i think joey may have gotten the point across to her... and he thinks she was pissed at him for it... tough... i want to sleep... but i can't sleep at night... so i have to sleep during the day which is fine because i spend most of the day alone... and i wish i could say that was a bad thing but i am starting to get used to and it's not so bad... it's no one's fault because i don't see it as being bad... i am tired tho... matt and brett are supposed to come get me so i can go out with them... i'll see how that goes...