I was so close to leavin here last nite i was lookin so forward to it. I called my bud whose like my brother last nite to tell him goodbye cuz i knew i woulda really hurt him if i left without saying anything and i also wanted to see if he would loan me some money. He told me he loved me like a lil sister and if i left he would personally find me and i didnt want that cuz afta he finished beatin the shit outa me for leavin hed take me back home. Ah can you feel da love?? Then i was talkin to my nanu bear whose like anotha brother to me and he told me he would help me but he would only give me a lil bit of money and then i was on my own. but atleast hes helpin ya know.