I am no longer allowed to see Alyssa. I am so... i dont know how i feel. I just want to go see her i miss her so much. Kelsie told my mother about TJ and her... she doesnt even know the whole story. this is the most hurt i have ever felt. I can't breathe. The man that i am forced to call father has told me that im not allowed to see her because "She's only here b/c her grandmother fixed up the trailer... she is 15 and too young to be having sex..." he knows nothing. I hate kelsie i hate him and i hate my mother. I am filled with so much hate that i cannot handle this. I just need to get away... ~*Libby*~