I cant do anything right i tried to save myself from jose and hurt renee. Jose is afraid to come around now and its all my fault god i hate myself so much i wish i wouldnt fuck everything up. Im alwayz hurtin somebody i hate this.... Me: was jose there? Renee: nope hes afraid to come around the family nemore he don't want no lil kids gettin him in trouble Me: im glad hes scared muh dad wanted to kick his lil ass Renee: i wish your dad woudn't of done that Me: he just kinda told him off... Renee : i know but i wish he woudn't of Me : i wish he hadnt been sayin what he had... Renee: well yeah but ... never mind Me : sorry if im bein kinda impossible bout dis I dont mean to be Renee: yeah its alright but if you don't mind me sayin it broke my heart i just want to tell you how i feel Me: im sowwies hun i didnt mean to hurt u Renee: yeah i guess its alright but jose was part of the family and now hes not and its never gonna be the same Me: im so sorry you shouldnt have told me Renee: yeah i guess its my fault Me: im goin to go bye