hmm jaded whats dat mean? Sometimes i have this dream where im flying i think ive had it 2 times in da past month but newayz im up in da clouds just flying muh hair is down (which hardly eva happens since krisha died...she use to love muh hair) and da wind is blowing through it and i just feel so free ya know ive never felt so free b4 then im falling just dropping i scream and continue to fall i cant stop falling then im about to da ground and jerk awake i hate muh dreams all of them are horrid since krisha died thats all i have bad dreamz. Sux real bad. Matt told me he loved me today (as a friend of course) then argued with me when i told him i was unable to be loved by otherz it was weird maybe im able to be loved i just am not able to love back but yea i must run toodlez ~*Libby*~